Each day has to a story to be told. Thats how life goes as in if you dont have a story-to-be-told everyday, there are various additions to be made in your life. Basically, what i mean here that everyday has its own kind of value-addition.
I'll share mine of today. Day started off at 10am as usual (nowadays) The first thing i do in the morning is look at my phone then i fill up the bucket and attend to nature's call. I wasted time for a few hours then i finally started studying at 12.10pm. Suddenly, after lunch i could not continue anymore. For the first time, i was panicking, had a load on my chest, mind you it was not the shoulders, only the chest. The heart thumped, i could hear it, it was not beating faster but it was baeting stronger, so strong that i could feel each beat. thump thump thump. Damn, what am i suppose to do, be more courageous, try to relax my self, hope on hope, forget it, try and do the more important thing, i tried but to no avail. I got a cigarette then, it helped me ease.
In between, i made a couple of phone calls as i need to arrange macro notes asap, time is really running out, time ahead is going to be fun, fun because it is challenging. I like challenges on my own terms. Collected back my notes from tushar, gave them to Nashith in the evening. By the way i swam for the first time this year (in a pool). Ran all the way to reach on time so that i dont miss swimming.
I could not study, i was sleepy but old habits dont go away easily, i guess this will take time.
Well i'll sign off off now.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Status Updates on Facebook
Mon May 3, 2010, 11:25 am: walked, ran, walked, concentrated, ran, swam, walked, ate, walked, got wet,walked, talked,ate again.
Mon May 3, 2010, 2:17 am: someone(something) just pressed the panic button, i am trying to "un-press" it.
Sat May 1, 2010, 1:40 pm: likes it when the smoke rises, its one of the few things that always rises.
Sat May 1, 2010, 1:40 am: Should have had's
Fri April 30, 2010, 10:07 am: World cup seems thanda compared to ipl.
Fri April 30, 2010, 5:21 am: Salvation at the horizon.
Thu April 29, 2010, 11:30 am: How one evolves is remarkable!
Thu April 29, 2010, 4:59 am: doesn't think the exams will be post-poned. Damn!
Thu April 29, 2010, 2:13 am: Brunettes to blonde(s)
Mon April 26, 2010, 2:10 am: My struggle today : Trying to study without falling asleep.
Sun April 25, 2010, 11:57 am: Damn! Really. Did not want csk to win. :-(
Sun April 25, 2010, 8:01 am: Had awesome fun with the extended family. Phew! We shout, scream and fight like nomads. This is rare for me but awesome!
Sat April 24, 2010, 3:19 am: Monotonous. Grghh.
Thu April 22, 2010, 8:56 am: Lalit Modi reminds me of Ramalingan Raju.
Thu April 22, 2010, 7:28 am: This status update goes out to all those uneducated yet remarkably brilliant marwari and gujrati businessmen am surrounded by.
Thu April 22, 2010, 2:57 am: Is tired of sweating, like a pig.
Wed April 21, 2010, 10:27 pm: Loves tanishq's new ad. *claps*
Wed April 21, 2010, 9:31 pm: "I dont understand whats happening" Shilpa Shetty on the ipl controversy. Hahaha.
Wed April 21, 2010, 7:32 am: Wow; How lalit modi has become a houseke name. :-o
Sat April 17, 2010, 7:46 am: There are times when nothing makes sense. On the contrary, there are times when everything makes sense. The distance between the two?
Thu April 15, 2010, 7:46 am: thank you Tiyash Parira
Tue April 13, 2010, 10:51 am: Do not follow footsteps, you are in the dark.
Mon April 12, 2010, 11:32 pm: We dont change, we evolve, everyday.
Sat April 10, 2010, 11:33 am: Bekarar, bekarar
Sat April 10, 2010, 11:16 am: Is glad there's loadshedding. Out for a walk. With one of my fav track being played. Ha raham khuda. Its an amazing spectacle. The streets are pitch dark.
Fri April 9, 2010, 9:34 am: Sometimes you just get used to things, m getting used to it. Strangely true.
Fri April 9, 2010, 9:25 am: Is there anything more important than TIME, not as important but more important. P.s: I wish i could catch time.
Fri April 9, 2010, 9:09 am: Japanese wife was okay. Surely had a new rahul bose. The narration of the letters was good.
Fri April 9, 2010, 4:58 am: Shopping with sister. I have no clue what to do. Apart from nodding here n there when she needs one. ;-)
Thu April 8, 2010, 11:57 am: whenever i am listening to songs on my computer(sometimes even on the mp3 player), i end up listening to "The Boxer" a zillion number of times,(i dont know why) i simply love this song, Thank you Simon and Garfunkel.
Thu April 8, 2010, 11:47 am: All you do is give me advices which on the first hand you should give to yourself.
Thu April 8, 2010, 5:54 am: Nike back with Tiger Woods.
Thu April 8, 2010, 1:44 am: Tandoori human, anyone?
Tue April 6, 2010, 5:35 am: My dependence on electricity would never end.
Mon April 5, 2010, 12:18 pm: is missing the interesting status updates, where are the updates guys. i wonder why i liked reading them. ;)
Mon April 5, 2010, 3:00 am: http://www.telegraphindia.com/1100405/jsp/opinion/story_12286540.jsp
Mon April 5, 2010, 2:54 am: What is Greece going to do?
Sun April 4, 2010, 10:43 am: transcending the transitions. yet again!
Sun April 4, 2010, 4:53 am: Hail gayle!
Sun April 4, 2010, 3:29 am: wants to go to edens.
Sat April 3, 2010, 7:49 pm: One more of the many sleepless mornings.
Sat April 3, 2010, 3:00 pm: Tries to catch it but sleep always runs away.
Sat April 3, 2010, 2:32 pm: Dominique Francon, she's always been on my mind since The Fountainhead. Now, its Dagny Taggart. Also, worth mentioning here, Gail Wynand,Francis D Anconia and Henry Rearden. Phew!
Sat April 3, 2010, 2:10 am: After trying for 6 days, facebook would finally be working from my mobile.
Sat April 3, 2010, 1:52 am: *sighs*
Fri April 2, 2010, 11:36 pm: winters makes food(solid) exquisite and summer makes drinks exquisite.
Thu April 1, 2010, 11:56 am: after struggling for the past few two weeks, finally i get peace.
Sun March 28, 2010, 6:58 am: Kya majhal teri marzi ke aage,Bando ki chal jayegi,Tane ungli jo tu, Katputli ki chal badal jayegi jayegi.
Fri March 26, 2010, 2:19 pm: Dakota Fanning is one of the finest child actors i have watched. period. Just saw "I am Sam", i liked it.
Tue March 23, 2010, 10:12 am: When the winds of change blow, some build shields against the wind but others build windmill- Chinese proverb,in English for easy reading ;)
Tue March 23, 2010, 9:17 am: Continued: .I wonder how long will things like this continue. I stood there helplessly. :|
Tue March 23, 2010, 9:16 am: 18A part street,dats on my mind,i spend 3 hrs every sunday inside dat building.I luked arnd for sir(outside Stephen Court) for 2 n a half hrs but to no avail.Finally,i saw sir being rescued on tv( local channel R PLUS)Thank you "media".What a shame,people died,not coz of d fire but while trying to jump.Nets,ladders,"proper" ropes,anything could have been used.Note:i am not even mentioning a helicopter.to be continued
Mon March 22, 2010, 11:35 am: it was so better before IPL, at least "people" had other status updates than KKR.
Fri March 19, 2010, 10:05 am: BACK TO SQUARE ONE.
Thu March 18, 2010, 7:10 pm: Am I Evil? Am I Good? I'm Done Asking Those Questions. I Don't Have The Answers. Does Anyone? --Michael C. Hall as Dexter Morgan
Tue March 16, 2010, 9:17 am: thanks Mamta Gupta
Mon March 15, 2010, 10:35 pm: wishes there were pills to get thing(s) out of the head permanently.
Mon March 15, 2010, 10:37 am: 180 ml of music and "the spin"
Fri March 12, 2010, 11:53 am: news channels, facebook status updates(even my status to be included :P), blogs, newspapers, IPL is all over. The obsession would never end. period. KKR were just lucky today, KKR still needs better "Indian" players.
Fri March 12, 2010, 4:31 am: the bells have already started ringing at my place. Sometimes, i find all of this amusing. :) :D
Wed March 3, 2010, 12:47 pm: watched the sixth episode of dexter. Found a terrible glitch for the first time (really terrible) but on the same hand the episode left me speechless. "Dexter" is awesome.
Sun February 28, 2010, 2:38 pm: watched the first three episodes of Dexter. Loved the blood, the cuts and the monologue.
Sun February 28, 2010, 10:27 am: needs a "break" all the time, even when he's having a break, damn!
Wed February 24, 2010, 11:07 pm: doesnt like the changing of the name of the metro stations and wonders how something like that could be part of the railway budget.
Thu February 18, 2010, 2:57 pm: universal truth, READING (anything of anyform) HELPS.
Thu February 18, 2010, 10:07 am: "the" myopic view
Wed February 17, 2010, 10:57 am: is happy for Vaishali Mehta
Sat February 13, 2010, 9:48 am: liked the first half of My Name is Khan,infact i loved the first half, second half of melodramatic unnecessarily which made it pathetic. P.S: Hamza, i liked Shahrukh Khan
Thu February 11, 2010, 11:37 am: wasted. wasted.
Tue February 9, 2010, 9:25 am: the anticipation, the briskness, the arm, the seat, the buggi, the shimmering sea,the sun, the red crabs,the small holes, the dead flesh, the plastic, the swing, the stars, the bench, the slide, the darkness, the creepiness, the spirit, the intimidation, the occasional waves, the sand, the gravy, the trakker, the song(khatiya and oh my darling), the joy and the Memories......
Fri February 5, 2010, 11:04 am: yet again the song comes back after quite sometime, as in m listening to it after sometime, THE BOXER by SIMON n GARFUNKEL
Wed February 3, 2010, 11:08 am: peaceful easy feeling, so long, so frequent. i like, i like
Tue February 2, 2010, 12:04 pm: sometimes, it justs come back!
Mon February 1, 2010, 10:45 pm: what a close shave? phew!
Sun January 31, 2010, 12:55 pm: what would i do without food?
Sat January 30, 2010, 10:43 am: uuf teri ada, i like the way you move..
Sat January 30, 2010, 7:32 am: the bewildnerness in your(plural) eyes.
Thu January 28, 2010, 1:01 pm: and nothing else matters!
Mon January 25, 2010, 9:40 am: slumdog millionaire and then the oscar changed resul pokutty's life. Now, he gets the padma shree. International recognition makes our Government realise a few things. ;)
Mon January 25, 2010, 3:10 am: sleep, mucus and expectations....
Wed January 13, 2010, 2:00 pm: how can i not think that way? :O
Sun January 10, 2010, 10:08 am: there is no stopping.
Fri January 8, 2010, 12:41 pm: "they" always have something to say. I never want to understand what "they" have to say. I feel dissapointed sometimes when i see that, a man sees his/her existence only through the eyes of others(fellow humans)
Fri January 8, 2010, 12:20 pm: logs of wood...
Fri January 8, 2010, 10:55 am: rainbow stripes. hahahahaha. :D
Wed January 6, 2010, 8:08 am: the day gets over when i go to sleep. period. had three worst metro rides ever.
Sun January 3, 2010, 7:24 am: i got a mufler, i got sandwiches, i got mosquitoes, i got strawberries, i got gur-flavoured kheer, i got a calendar.
Fri January 1, 2010, 12:03 pm: lack of reasons is dreadful.
Mon December 28, 2009, 6:44 am: thats how it goes!
Fri December 25, 2009, 12:13 pm: my favourite city still is mumbai. Delhi in a nutshell(as of now)- it(meaning people flaunt a lot), extensive metro, contruction everywhere, haryani accent{woh bahut acchi hai ;)}, old delhi is like bada bazaar(totally), log bindass hai, weather is awesome in winters and lastly CWG2010.
Mon December 14, 2009, 8:30 am: all of it. few of it swimming, few of it sruggling and few of it drowning, just drowning.
Mon December 14, 2009, 8:03 am: dad is the best cook in the world.
Wed December 9, 2009, 8:36 am: one has to do what one has(wants) to do.
Sun December 6, 2009, 5:57 am: "organize". period. free falling.
Thu December 3, 2009, 11:35 am: is very happy for ayush! :)
Wed December 2, 2009, 11:25 pm: just the fact of knowing it, doing it, and even getting repelled by it.
Mon November 30, 2009, 5:54 am: tom petty!!!
Sun November 29, 2009, 5:55 am: El conodor pasa!
Sat November 28, 2009, 11:00 am: the world seems smaller and smaller....
Wed November 25, 2009, 8:34 pm: apprehensive
Wed November 18, 2009, 4:08 am: back from shikarjee and is glad to see/feel the change in the weather!!!
Mon November 16, 2009, 3:54 am: shikharjee!!!!!!!!
Sun November 15, 2009, 10:20 am: hates the "boxes". period. Forgot to mention, at last i watched Harry Potter and Half-Blood Prince yesterday. period. Is still short of time.
Thu November 12, 2009, 10:56 am: short of time......
Sun November 8, 2009, 11:09 am: clarity and some more of clarity..
Sat November 7, 2009, 11:18 am: 7 days and more...
Wed November 4, 2009, 10:22 am: lost and found....
Sun November 1, 2009, 8:16 am: is eating like a hog and reading like a writer. Though the latter needs a lot more attention and the correct substance too..
Wed October 21, 2009, 10:44 am: had one of those days after which something tells me i need a break!!!
Tue October 20, 2009, 10:35 am: its gonna be a bright,bright,bright, sunshiny day!!!!!!!!!
Mon October 19, 2009, 11:38 am: thumbs up, lots of ice cream, dry fruits, one place to another,eating like a hog everywhere, all of it was fun... naya saal mubarak everyone..
Sun October 18, 2009, 9:55 am: is dissapointed about the surprise thingy being cancelled as di is coming to town..
Sat October 17, 2009, 12:30 pm: festival of lights didn't seem to light all the lives.. Early morning today a father lost his son, only son. Son who was only 19 years old. I wish all turns out to be well for Bakul uncle and the whole family.
Fri October 16, 2009, 5:48 am: the one year problem was solved today at 125 rupees..
Fri October 9, 2009, 11:47 am: cliff richard is awesome!!!!
Fri October 2, 2009, 9:39 am: entertaining, well-made, superb are the three best words for Wake Up Sid
Thu October 1, 2009, 2:34 pm: Achievement of your happiness is the only moral purpose of your life, and that happiness, not pain or mindless self-indulgence, is the proof of your moral integrity, since it is the proof and the result of your loyalty to the achievement of your values. Ayn Rand
Thu October 1, 2009, 12:04 pm: the hot choclate worked like beer for no goddamn reasons... happy birthday once again dude!!!!
Mon September 28, 2009, 11:33 am: The Flanders Family! ;)
Thu September 24, 2009, 1:37 pm: just got back home... its always great to be with your oldest friend and just have fun. :D Travelled, the whole of Kolkata today. From Baghbazar to Prince Anwarshah Road. Courtesy, pulsar 150 cc. :D
Wed September 23, 2009, 10:26 am: loves the dhak,shenai,ada and the breeze!!!!!!
Mon September 21, 2009, 10:49 am: zafrani paratha, paneer, firni, sivaiya and gale milna. everything was super good. Eid Mubarak!!!!!
Sat September 19, 2009, 11:39 am: While returning home today... the stretch between mahajati sadan and ram mandir was full of the "KANGALIS" today. The irony was, i saw a child being born on the street itself.(fantastic arrival on godamn earth) People had gathered to catch ...a glimpse(of whatever). I saw the pool of blood and the child. Just after a few minutes he/she was born, he/she was lying on the steet..
Fri September 18, 2009, 5:53 am: how bizzare!!!!1
Sat September 12, 2009, 11:07 am: is looking forward to the next few years... :) its gonna be fun baibey!!!!
Fri September 11, 2009, 10:43 am: is killing time!!!!!!
Fri September 11, 2009, 7:17 am: there are very few people who are good and evil.. rest of us just fall in between..
Mon September 7, 2009, 10:48 am: oil, paper, keyboard and lights.
Sun September 6, 2009, 5:12 am: bollocks!!!!!!!!
Wed September 2, 2009, 11:40 am: wonders why he runs away from work all the time...
Tue September 1, 2009, 6:21 am: is exhausted, physically...
Sun August 30, 2009, 11:21 am: dilli, discipline and dad..
Sat August 29, 2009, 12:55 pm: august rush, music, saxophone and harmonica.....
Fri August 28, 2009, 11:58 am: i see trees of green, red roses too, i see them bloom for me and you and i think to myself, what a wonderful world..
Thu August 27, 2009, 1:43 pm: is so dependent on electricity.. period. Everytime i watch P.S I Love You, i weep, literally....
Wed August 26, 2009, 10:13 am: likes tracy chapman's vocals..
Sat August 22, 2009, 10:51 am: a lot
Sat August 22, 2009, 10:50 am: a lot...
Wed August 19, 2009, 9:21 am: yes i would, if i could..
Sun August 16, 2009, 11:04 am: When a nation gives birth to a man who is able to produce a great thought, another is born who is able to understand and admire it”, Joseph Joubert.
Sun August 16, 2009, 10:04 am: torchlight!!!!
Fri August 14, 2009, 9:19 am: kaminey was fexy, fantaftic and fabulouf. The ending was awefome, reminded me of the priyadarshan movies..
Mon August 10, 2009, 10:45 am: fairytales of new york by The Pogues
Sat August 8, 2009, 9:27 am: garlic, cheese, fanta and natalie portman.
Sat August 1, 2009, 10:01 am: blackbird singing in the dead of night..
Thu July 30, 2009, 11:12 am: sometimes satisfaction comes so easily and rest of the time we keep on searching!!!!
Wed July 22, 2009, 9:17 am: fish!!!!
Sun July 19, 2009, 12:48 pm: bob dylan....
Sat July 18, 2009, 12:58 pm: is kuai le!
Fri July 17, 2009, 2:18 am: kuai le
Thu July 16, 2009, 2:20 pm: transcending the transition needs consistency....
Thu July 16, 2009, 11:31 am: clear blue sky... :?
Wed July 15, 2009, 10:21 am: dhan tan nan
Thu June 11, 2009, 2:25 pm: wont be coming online for sometime
Wed June 10, 2009, 7:57 am: fcuk you very very much
Tue June 9, 2009, 12:15 pm: fare thee well ghosh!!!
Wed June 3, 2009, 1:12 pm: is comfortably numb.....
Mon May 25, 2009, 11:11 am: wonders sometimes ' why do we have limitations'
Mon May 25, 2009, 2:19 am: we wanted rain, we got something more than that...
Mon May 18, 2009, 12:27 pm: finally KKR won.. phew... the last over juggle was finally not dropped....
Mon May 18, 2009, 8:31 am: is listening to The Beatles and is cheering the indian market... way to go!!!!!
Fri May 15, 2009, 6:20 am: the wind.....
Mon May 4, 2009, 10:05 am: got a terrible back pain..
Thu April 30, 2009, 12:13 pm: i am yours.....
Wed April 22, 2009, 7:19 am: tired being boiled again and again....
Sun April 12, 2009, 3:23 am: hates THE GREAT INDIAN DEMOCRACY coz we dont have canditates to VOTE for... (apart from the handful)...i guess we dont even have the handful... i Hate the way the news channels are covering the elections... apart from sumetra chawdhary, barkha dutt, rajde
Fri March 13, 2009, 5:50 am: wrote an exam for 4 hours today. :( was trying to write something throughout.....:P .. created my own economics... next one on monday...
Tue March 10, 2009, 11:24 pm: Wishin u and ur family loads of happiness and joy on this HOLI...[:)]
Sun March 8, 2009, 9:14 am: Cheers Ladies.... Keep on fighting for your rights.....
Mon February 16, 2009, 9:58 am: is singing Your body is a wonderland......
Thu February 12, 2009, 5:43 am: suggests people to watch dev d... it was good... :)
Mon May 3, 2010, 2:17 am: someone(something) just pressed the panic button, i am trying to "un-press" it.
Sat May 1, 2010, 1:40 pm: likes it when the smoke rises, its one of the few things that always rises.
Sat May 1, 2010, 1:40 am: Should have had's
Fri April 30, 2010, 10:07 am: World cup seems thanda compared to ipl.
Fri April 30, 2010, 5:21 am: Salvation at the horizon.
Thu April 29, 2010, 11:30 am: How one evolves is remarkable!
Thu April 29, 2010, 4:59 am: doesn't think the exams will be post-poned. Damn!
Thu April 29, 2010, 2:13 am: Brunettes to blonde(s)
Mon April 26, 2010, 2:10 am: My struggle today : Trying to study without falling asleep.
Sun April 25, 2010, 11:57 am: Damn! Really. Did not want csk to win. :-(
Sun April 25, 2010, 8:01 am: Had awesome fun with the extended family. Phew! We shout, scream and fight like nomads. This is rare for me but awesome!
Sat April 24, 2010, 3:19 am: Monotonous. Grghh.
Thu April 22, 2010, 8:56 am: Lalit Modi reminds me of Ramalingan Raju.
Thu April 22, 2010, 7:28 am: This status update goes out to all those uneducated yet remarkably brilliant marwari and gujrati businessmen am surrounded by.
Thu April 22, 2010, 2:57 am: Is tired of sweating, like a pig.
Wed April 21, 2010, 10:27 pm: Loves tanishq's new ad. *claps*
Wed April 21, 2010, 9:31 pm: "I dont understand whats happening" Shilpa Shetty on the ipl controversy. Hahaha.
Wed April 21, 2010, 7:32 am: Wow; How lalit modi has become a houseke name. :-o
Sat April 17, 2010, 7:46 am: There are times when nothing makes sense. On the contrary, there are times when everything makes sense. The distance between the two?
Thu April 15, 2010, 7:46 am: thank you Tiyash Parira
Tue April 13, 2010, 10:51 am: Do not follow footsteps, you are in the dark.
Mon April 12, 2010, 11:32 pm: We dont change, we evolve, everyday.
Sat April 10, 2010, 11:33 am: Bekarar, bekarar
Sat April 10, 2010, 11:16 am: Is glad there's loadshedding. Out for a walk. With one of my fav track being played. Ha raham khuda. Its an amazing spectacle. The streets are pitch dark.
Fri April 9, 2010, 9:34 am: Sometimes you just get used to things, m getting used to it. Strangely true.
Fri April 9, 2010, 9:25 am: Is there anything more important than TIME, not as important but more important. P.s: I wish i could catch time.
Fri April 9, 2010, 9:09 am: Japanese wife was okay. Surely had a new rahul bose. The narration of the letters was good.
Fri April 9, 2010, 4:58 am: Shopping with sister. I have no clue what to do. Apart from nodding here n there when she needs one. ;-)
Thu April 8, 2010, 11:57 am: whenever i am listening to songs on my computer(sometimes even on the mp3 player), i end up listening to "The Boxer" a zillion number of times,(i dont know why) i simply love this song, Thank you Simon and Garfunkel.
Thu April 8, 2010, 11:47 am: All you do is give me advices which on the first hand you should give to yourself.
Thu April 8, 2010, 5:54 am: Nike back with Tiger Woods.
Thu April 8, 2010, 1:44 am: Tandoori human, anyone?
Tue April 6, 2010, 5:35 am: My dependence on electricity would never end.
Mon April 5, 2010, 12:18 pm: is missing the interesting status updates, where are the updates guys. i wonder why i liked reading them. ;)
Mon April 5, 2010, 3:00 am: http://www.telegraphindia.com/1100405/jsp/opinion/story_12286540.jsp
Mon April 5, 2010, 2:54 am: What is Greece going to do?
Sun April 4, 2010, 10:43 am: transcending the transitions. yet again!
Sun April 4, 2010, 4:53 am: Hail gayle!
Sun April 4, 2010, 3:29 am: wants to go to edens.
Sat April 3, 2010, 7:49 pm: One more of the many sleepless mornings.
Sat April 3, 2010, 3:00 pm: Tries to catch it but sleep always runs away.
Sat April 3, 2010, 2:32 pm: Dominique Francon, she's always been on my mind since The Fountainhead. Now, its Dagny Taggart. Also, worth mentioning here, Gail Wynand,Francis D Anconia and Henry Rearden. Phew!
Sat April 3, 2010, 2:10 am: After trying for 6 days, facebook would finally be working from my mobile.
Sat April 3, 2010, 1:52 am: *sighs*
Fri April 2, 2010, 11:36 pm: winters makes food(solid) exquisite and summer makes drinks exquisite.
Thu April 1, 2010, 11:56 am: after struggling for the past few two weeks, finally i get peace.
Sun March 28, 2010, 6:58 am: Kya majhal teri marzi ke aage,Bando ki chal jayegi,Tane ungli jo tu, Katputli ki chal badal jayegi jayegi.
Fri March 26, 2010, 2:19 pm: Dakota Fanning is one of the finest child actors i have watched. period. Just saw "I am Sam", i liked it.
Tue March 23, 2010, 10:12 am: When the winds of change blow, some build shields against the wind but others build windmill- Chinese proverb,in English for easy reading ;)
Tue March 23, 2010, 9:17 am: Continued: .I wonder how long will things like this continue. I stood there helplessly. :|
Tue March 23, 2010, 9:16 am: 18A part street,dats on my mind,i spend 3 hrs every sunday inside dat building.I luked arnd for sir(outside Stephen Court) for 2 n a half hrs but to no avail.Finally,i saw sir being rescued on tv( local channel R PLUS)Thank you "media".What a shame,people died,not coz of d fire but while trying to jump.Nets,ladders,"proper" ropes,anything could have been used.Note:i am not even mentioning a helicopter.to be continued
Mon March 22, 2010, 11:35 am: it was so better before IPL, at least "people" had other status updates than KKR.
Fri March 19, 2010, 10:05 am: BACK TO SQUARE ONE.
Thu March 18, 2010, 7:10 pm: Am I Evil? Am I Good? I'm Done Asking Those Questions. I Don't Have The Answers. Does Anyone? --Michael C. Hall as Dexter Morgan
Tue March 16, 2010, 9:17 am: thanks Mamta Gupta
Mon March 15, 2010, 10:35 pm: wishes there were pills to get thing(s) out of the head permanently.
Mon March 15, 2010, 10:37 am: 180 ml of music and "the spin"
Fri March 12, 2010, 11:53 am: news channels, facebook status updates(even my status to be included :P), blogs, newspapers, IPL is all over. The obsession would never end. period. KKR were just lucky today, KKR still needs better "Indian" players.
Fri March 12, 2010, 4:31 am: the bells have already started ringing at my place. Sometimes, i find all of this amusing. :) :D
Wed March 3, 2010, 12:47 pm: watched the sixth episode of dexter. Found a terrible glitch for the first time (really terrible) but on the same hand the episode left me speechless. "Dexter" is awesome.
Sun February 28, 2010, 2:38 pm: watched the first three episodes of Dexter. Loved the blood, the cuts and the monologue.
Sun February 28, 2010, 10:27 am: needs a "break" all the time, even when he's having a break, damn!
Wed February 24, 2010, 11:07 pm: doesnt like the changing of the name of the metro stations and wonders how something like that could be part of the railway budget.
Thu February 18, 2010, 2:57 pm: universal truth, READING (anything of anyform) HELPS.
Thu February 18, 2010, 10:07 am: "the" myopic view
Wed February 17, 2010, 10:57 am: is happy for Vaishali Mehta
Sat February 13, 2010, 9:48 am: liked the first half of My Name is Khan,infact i loved the first half, second half of melodramatic unnecessarily which made it pathetic. P.S: Hamza, i liked Shahrukh Khan
Thu February 11, 2010, 11:37 am: wasted. wasted.
Tue February 9, 2010, 9:25 am: the anticipation, the briskness, the arm, the seat, the buggi, the shimmering sea,the sun, the red crabs,the small holes, the dead flesh, the plastic, the swing, the stars, the bench, the slide, the darkness, the creepiness, the spirit, the intimidation, the occasional waves, the sand, the gravy, the trakker, the song(khatiya and oh my darling), the joy and the Memories......
Fri February 5, 2010, 11:04 am: yet again the song comes back after quite sometime, as in m listening to it after sometime, THE BOXER by SIMON n GARFUNKEL
Wed February 3, 2010, 11:08 am: peaceful easy feeling, so long, so frequent. i like, i like
Tue February 2, 2010, 12:04 pm: sometimes, it justs come back!
Mon February 1, 2010, 10:45 pm: what a close shave? phew!
Sun January 31, 2010, 12:55 pm: what would i do without food?
Sat January 30, 2010, 10:43 am: uuf teri ada, i like the way you move..
Sat January 30, 2010, 7:32 am: the bewildnerness in your(plural) eyes.
Thu January 28, 2010, 1:01 pm: and nothing else matters!
Mon January 25, 2010, 9:40 am: slumdog millionaire and then the oscar changed resul pokutty's life. Now, he gets the padma shree. International recognition makes our Government realise a few things. ;)
Mon January 25, 2010, 3:10 am: sleep, mucus and expectations....
Wed January 13, 2010, 2:00 pm: how can i not think that way? :O
Sun January 10, 2010, 10:08 am: there is no stopping.
Fri January 8, 2010, 12:41 pm: "they" always have something to say. I never want to understand what "they" have to say. I feel dissapointed sometimes when i see that, a man sees his/her existence only through the eyes of others(fellow humans)
Fri January 8, 2010, 12:20 pm: logs of wood...
Fri January 8, 2010, 10:55 am: rainbow stripes. hahahahaha. :D
Wed January 6, 2010, 8:08 am: the day gets over when i go to sleep. period. had three worst metro rides ever.
Sun January 3, 2010, 7:24 am: i got a mufler, i got sandwiches, i got mosquitoes, i got strawberries, i got gur-flavoured kheer, i got a calendar.
Fri January 1, 2010, 12:03 pm: lack of reasons is dreadful.
Mon December 28, 2009, 6:44 am: thats how it goes!
Fri December 25, 2009, 12:13 pm: my favourite city still is mumbai. Delhi in a nutshell(as of now)- it(meaning people flaunt a lot), extensive metro, contruction everywhere, haryani accent{woh bahut acchi hai ;)}, old delhi is like bada bazaar(totally), log bindass hai, weather is awesome in winters and lastly CWG2010.
Mon December 14, 2009, 8:30 am: all of it. few of it swimming, few of it sruggling and few of it drowning, just drowning.
Mon December 14, 2009, 8:03 am: dad is the best cook in the world.
Wed December 9, 2009, 8:36 am: one has to do what one has(wants) to do.
Sun December 6, 2009, 5:57 am: "organize". period. free falling.
Thu December 3, 2009, 11:35 am: is very happy for ayush! :)
Wed December 2, 2009, 11:25 pm: just the fact of knowing it, doing it, and even getting repelled by it.
Mon November 30, 2009, 5:54 am: tom petty!!!
Sun November 29, 2009, 5:55 am: El conodor pasa!
Sat November 28, 2009, 11:00 am: the world seems smaller and smaller....
Wed November 25, 2009, 8:34 pm: apprehensive
Wed November 18, 2009, 4:08 am: back from shikarjee and is glad to see/feel the change in the weather!!!
Mon November 16, 2009, 3:54 am: shikharjee!!!!!!!!
Sun November 15, 2009, 10:20 am: hates the "boxes". period. Forgot to mention, at last i watched Harry Potter and Half-Blood Prince yesterday. period. Is still short of time.
Thu November 12, 2009, 10:56 am: short of time......
Sun November 8, 2009, 11:09 am: clarity and some more of clarity..
Sat November 7, 2009, 11:18 am: 7 days and more...
Wed November 4, 2009, 10:22 am: lost and found....
Sun November 1, 2009, 8:16 am: is eating like a hog and reading like a writer. Though the latter needs a lot more attention and the correct substance too..
Wed October 21, 2009, 10:44 am: had one of those days after which something tells me i need a break!!!
Tue October 20, 2009, 10:35 am: its gonna be a bright,bright,bright, sunshiny day!!!!!!!!!
Mon October 19, 2009, 11:38 am: thumbs up, lots of ice cream, dry fruits, one place to another,eating like a hog everywhere, all of it was fun... naya saal mubarak everyone..
Sun October 18, 2009, 9:55 am: is dissapointed about the surprise thingy being cancelled as di is coming to town..
Sat October 17, 2009, 12:30 pm: festival of lights didn't seem to light all the lives.. Early morning today a father lost his son, only son. Son who was only 19 years old. I wish all turns out to be well for Bakul uncle and the whole family.
Fri October 16, 2009, 5:48 am: the one year problem was solved today at 125 rupees..
Fri October 9, 2009, 11:47 am: cliff richard is awesome!!!!
Fri October 2, 2009, 9:39 am: entertaining, well-made, superb are the three best words for Wake Up Sid
Thu October 1, 2009, 2:34 pm: Achievement of your happiness is the only moral purpose of your life, and that happiness, not pain or mindless self-indulgence, is the proof of your moral integrity, since it is the proof and the result of your loyalty to the achievement of your values. Ayn Rand
Thu October 1, 2009, 12:04 pm: the hot choclate worked like beer for no goddamn reasons... happy birthday once again dude!!!!
Mon September 28, 2009, 11:33 am: The Flanders Family! ;)
Thu September 24, 2009, 1:37 pm: just got back home... its always great to be with your oldest friend and just have fun. :D Travelled, the whole of Kolkata today. From Baghbazar to Prince Anwarshah Road. Courtesy, pulsar 150 cc. :D
Wed September 23, 2009, 10:26 am: loves the dhak,shenai,ada and the breeze!!!!!!
Mon September 21, 2009, 10:49 am: zafrani paratha, paneer, firni, sivaiya and gale milna. everything was super good. Eid Mubarak!!!!!
Sat September 19, 2009, 11:39 am: While returning home today... the stretch between mahajati sadan and ram mandir was full of the "KANGALIS" today. The irony was, i saw a child being born on the street itself.(fantastic arrival on godamn earth) People had gathered to catch ...a glimpse(of whatever). I saw the pool of blood and the child. Just after a few minutes he/she was born, he/she was lying on the steet..
Fri September 18, 2009, 5:53 am: how bizzare!!!!1
Sat September 12, 2009, 11:07 am: is looking forward to the next few years... :) its gonna be fun baibey!!!!
Fri September 11, 2009, 10:43 am: is killing time!!!!!!
Fri September 11, 2009, 7:17 am: there are very few people who are good and evil.. rest of us just fall in between..
Mon September 7, 2009, 10:48 am: oil, paper, keyboard and lights.
Sun September 6, 2009, 5:12 am: bollocks!!!!!!!!
Wed September 2, 2009, 11:40 am: wonders why he runs away from work all the time...
Tue September 1, 2009, 6:21 am: is exhausted, physically...
Sun August 30, 2009, 11:21 am: dilli, discipline and dad..
Sat August 29, 2009, 12:55 pm: august rush, music, saxophone and harmonica.....
Fri August 28, 2009, 11:58 am: i see trees of green, red roses too, i see them bloom for me and you and i think to myself, what a wonderful world..
Thu August 27, 2009, 1:43 pm: is so dependent on electricity.. period. Everytime i watch P.S I Love You, i weep, literally....
Wed August 26, 2009, 10:13 am: likes tracy chapman's vocals..
Sat August 22, 2009, 10:51 am: a lot
Sat August 22, 2009, 10:50 am: a lot...
Wed August 19, 2009, 9:21 am: yes i would, if i could..
Sun August 16, 2009, 11:04 am: When a nation gives birth to a man who is able to produce a great thought, another is born who is able to understand and admire it”, Joseph Joubert.
Sun August 16, 2009, 10:04 am: torchlight!!!!
Fri August 14, 2009, 9:19 am: kaminey was fexy, fantaftic and fabulouf. The ending was awefome, reminded me of the priyadarshan movies..
Mon August 10, 2009, 10:45 am: fairytales of new york by The Pogues
Sat August 8, 2009, 9:27 am: garlic, cheese, fanta and natalie portman.
Sat August 1, 2009, 10:01 am: blackbird singing in the dead of night..
Thu July 30, 2009, 11:12 am: sometimes satisfaction comes so easily and rest of the time we keep on searching!!!!
Wed July 22, 2009, 9:17 am: fish!!!!
Sun July 19, 2009, 12:48 pm: bob dylan....
Sat July 18, 2009, 12:58 pm: is kuai le!
Fri July 17, 2009, 2:18 am: kuai le
Thu July 16, 2009, 2:20 pm: transcending the transition needs consistency....
Thu July 16, 2009, 11:31 am: clear blue sky... :?
Wed July 15, 2009, 10:21 am: dhan tan nan
Thu June 11, 2009, 2:25 pm: wont be coming online for sometime
Wed June 10, 2009, 7:57 am: fcuk you very very much
Tue June 9, 2009, 12:15 pm: fare thee well ghosh!!!
Wed June 3, 2009, 1:12 pm: is comfortably numb.....
Mon May 25, 2009, 11:11 am: wonders sometimes ' why do we have limitations'
Mon May 25, 2009, 2:19 am: we wanted rain, we got something more than that...
Mon May 18, 2009, 12:27 pm: finally KKR won.. phew... the last over juggle was finally not dropped....
Mon May 18, 2009, 8:31 am: is listening to The Beatles and is cheering the indian market... way to go!!!!!
Fri May 15, 2009, 6:20 am: the wind.....
Mon May 4, 2009, 10:05 am: got a terrible back pain..
Thu April 30, 2009, 12:13 pm: i am yours.....
Wed April 22, 2009, 7:19 am: tired being boiled again and again....
Sun April 12, 2009, 3:23 am: hates THE GREAT INDIAN DEMOCRACY coz we dont have canditates to VOTE for... (apart from the handful)...i guess we dont even have the handful... i Hate the way the news channels are covering the elections... apart from sumetra chawdhary, barkha dutt, rajde
Fri March 13, 2009, 5:50 am: wrote an exam for 4 hours today. :( was trying to write something throughout.....:P .. created my own economics... next one on monday...
Tue March 10, 2009, 11:24 pm: Wishin u and ur family loads of happiness and joy on this HOLI...[:)]
Sun March 8, 2009, 9:14 am: Cheers Ladies.... Keep on fighting for your rights.....
Mon February 16, 2009, 9:58 am: is singing Your body is a wonderland......
Thu February 12, 2009, 5:43 am: suggests people to watch dev d... it was good... :)
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Let It Out
Suddenly, my eyes were brim and then i started smiling, few minutes later i cried a little, then again i smiled. I had thought that All of This would be easy (or maybe a little difficult) and i would manage things easily but this crying (out of the blue) doesn't make sense. For that matter, everything isn't suppose to make sense all the time but i keep running after things till they make total sense to me. Thats just the way i am.
So whom shall i blame for these CIRCUMSTANCES, i guess no one. I cannot blame myself for the circumstances here because i was born with them as in by default.(the circumstances here are different) My mom said "badhu aavuj che, chalavu pade, aaj jindagi che"(sab kuch aisa hi hai, chalana padta hai, issi ka naam zindagi hai). I said yes its fine, i am not complaining, i am just letting you know because i get a little tired (sometimes) of your complaints.
I grew up too fast because of my circumstances, not because i was fast. Question, what were these circumstances. Well, i feel they are too personal to be shared even on a blog which probably no one is reading because i have told no one about this blog. When i was 15 or so, my "friends" in school used to bully me saying "Hardik, why so serious? Relax, try to have fun". Well, they never understood that fun for me was something else. It was not not hitting each other (all the time), hit and run. Well, just for the records, it was not that i did not like their ways always. Infact, a lot of times we had fun. (my kind of fun).
I dont feel like writing anymore, so wait for the next post. Bye.
So whom shall i blame for these CIRCUMSTANCES, i guess no one. I cannot blame myself for the circumstances here because i was born with them as in by default.(the circumstances here are different) My mom said "badhu aavuj che, chalavu pade, aaj jindagi che"(sab kuch aisa hi hai, chalana padta hai, issi ka naam zindagi hai). I said yes its fine, i am not complaining, i am just letting you know because i get a little tired (sometimes) of your complaints.
I grew up too fast because of my circumstances, not because i was fast. Question, what were these circumstances. Well, i feel they are too personal to be shared even on a blog which probably no one is reading because i have told no one about this blog. When i was 15 or so, my "friends" in school used to bully me saying "Hardik, why so serious? Relax, try to have fun". Well, they never understood that fun for me was something else. It was not not hitting each other (all the time), hit and run. Well, just for the records, it was not that i did not like their ways always. Infact, a lot of times we had fun. (my kind of fun).
I dont feel like writing anymore, so wait for the next post. Bye.
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